This is going to be far from the ordinary post from me. And as a human being, I hate being in a vulnerable position. But I do feel like we need to be vulnerable at times for self growth. I’ve always been the type of person who is usually optimistic about things and always with a smile on my face. But lately, I can’t help but feel so lost. And it’s not just about one specific thing. There are so many things I wish were stable in my life. Like, I wish I knew who I could depend on in my life. And I can’t help but feel like my friendships are one sided and that i’m being used. I hate that some of the friendships I’ve built in the past couple years, are already showing signs of disintegrating. I need to workout again and start losing some of this weight. I need to help my family more, because they need it now more than ever. And I hate having so many damn hobbies that i’m mediocre at, that I can’t have a couple that i’m actually good at and have time to pursue. And I wish I didn’t fuck up my first year in college, so I’d be in a better standing as student. There’s just so many thoughts in my head that I need to sort out. And I need to do it quick, because with all these things coming up for the Spring semester, I don’t have the luxury of too much free time to deal with these things. C’mon Daniel, get your shit together.